I want to be SKINNY dammit!

I had another great work out today, and another day of eating so-so.  I finally tracked again today.  I realized i hadn't in 3 days...how does that happen?  I get busy?  I don't want to sub-consciously?  I think I've got it all under control?  Who knows.
What I do know is that I tracked at least in my head, which is not the same thing at all, but at least I was mindful and reasonable.  I want to be skinny dammit!  I have NEVER been skinny.  I want people to refer to me as thin.  I want to jump for joy and not feel things wobble around me (my stomach, my thighs, etc)
So I will be weighing in this Saturday and I'm nervous as HECK. 
Also, I figured since I'm keeping my part time job, even with my hubby being employed and all, that my salary there can pay for bootcamp!  Yay!  I'm going to sign up for 3 months :)
So Cheers to you my FT sisters, I would not be the girl I am today without you,  I value all of you, more than you know!!
xoxo - Gallant

Thankfuls
My home, that I've managed to keep, even with all the $$$$ hardships
My sister, she is more than I ever have her credit for when we were little
My husband, for loving me, every single day
My Jonesy, my sweet little doggie, who teaches me to appreciate the little things in life
My FT SISTERS!  You are all a blessing to me.  Thank you for being on this difficult journey with me <3