Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Breathing Deeply

I'm tired.  I am having a pretty good day as far as eating, tracking and exercising everything is all good.  I had a crap day at work.  Some people are still 17 year old mean girls, even when they're pushing 60.  I need to focus on having a new career.  I want to open my own business but I am terrified of failing, of being overwhelmed and not being able to maintain my sanity.  I'd settle for something new, in general, that didn't involve working with a bunch of jerks.  Not everyone is a jerk, but some days I let the jerks rule.  Deep Cleansing Breaths.  It's been the mantra and activity of the day.
I am proud that through dealing with a crap day, rude people, and still hurting and feeling tired, I did not sabotage myself.  I consider this a VICTORY!
VIVA LA GALLANT!

THANKFULS
The GREAT people I work with.  They are so much cooler than the crap ones
My friendship with fitness, it's pretty strong
My ability to fake bravery and strength, when I'm not feeling it, but can still manage to show it on the outside
Being resilient:  Go ahead, be an asshole, it just makes my light shine brighter!
Pierogie's. CARB ON CARB ACTION.  Heavenly

Until tomorrow, I wish all of you peace, love, comfort and health.
xoxo Gallant

2 comments:

  1. I love VIVA LA GALLANT! Cheers to you for shining through! There are FAR worse things then thinking you'd fail at your own business. Keep on pushing forward Sister!

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  2. This little light of mine, I'm going to make a shine!! You should push for the business...I see a 2nd quarter goal in your future. But you have to promise me when you make it big and franchise out, you open up something in the 505. I am jealous that I can't taste those yummy cupcakes through FB.

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