So, I gained another .2 lbs this week. WTF? Again, not a perfect week, but I still tracked, still exercised 4 times, and never even went in to my activity points. I cannot tell you how bummed out and upset I am over this. I feel like such a failure today. I sat in the WW meeting, fighting back tears, not even listening to the meeting, I was just absorbed with upset.
The good news is that instead of walking out and going to stuff my face with bad food, I walked out and went to the gym. I worked my ass off, I was like an anorexic in an after-school special...
I'm having a lot of anxiety for this weekend now...It's my birthday on Monday, and of course everything is revolving around food. Last night I went for Tapas and drinks with Alisa and our dear friend Flavia. It was such a great time, and I think that I made pretty decent choice considering we were at a restaurant. It helps when all the plates were tiny and you're sharing everything. Tonight I'm going for sushi with my bestie, and that should be an okay reasonable meal as well, tomorrow on the other hand, I'm going for pizza. Yes, pizza, my love of all loves...So this is what I'll do. I'll eat lots of fruit and veggies, some egg whites in the morning, so that I have plenty of points that I don't totally blow it.
I really need a loss next week, even if it's just the .4 that I've gained over the last two weeks.
I'm going to go soak my tired body in a hot bath, read, stretch, and then get ready for dinner tonight.
Till tomorrow...
xoxo Gallant
OH, and I AM THANKFUL TO HAVE LADIES LIKE YOU IN MY CORNER. WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD HAVE SAID FUCK IT BY NOW. ;)
Are you tracking your measurements as well? As much as you exercise, I would think that your body is changing even if the scale is being a little bitch and not cooperating. I also think that you will have one of those crazy minus 4 or 5 weeks soon. It's all going to catch up with you. I ALSO think that you are awesome!!! Have another great b-day celebration!!!
ReplyDeleteTrack your measurments!!! Happy Birthday monday!!!!!! I think you're awesome and doing an awesome job!!! I was like you. Excerising like a mad woman and not seeig the scale move. I finally saw it move yesterday.
ReplyDeleteI think you should start tracking measurements too. I'm actually going to go buy a body tape measure tomorrow. Good for you for going to the gym! When the skill is an asshole try really hard to focus on the habits you've changed. You'll see a big weight loss soon!
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